Life as I know it

I'm sitting here very agitated and amused by someone who took something that was meaningful to people and just destroyed the whole meaning. I wonder at times why people do this. Wonder if it's just for attention? But it's to the point that this person has offended me by what they have did. And a part of me wants to say something and a part of me don't, because consider the source!

Speaking about agitated, I have yet another funny yet amusing story about myself again :) On our way down to Baltimore this past weekend, Jennie and I were behind a truck of hay. The hay blowing off got to me. Sigh...silly!!! I have noticed that it's gotten worse with the increase of my chemo pills. Other then that I'm doing pretty good. The size has shrunk again! Down to 3.2 now! Started at 4.7, so it's SLOWLY shrinking! YAY! The only thing I'm really having problems with now is being tired all the time. I'm going to sleep in Logan's bed around 7 each night. Sometimes before that. I don't think too many people understand how out of it and tired I am, pretty much all of the time. Not to mention the roller coaster of emotions that come along with it. I may have a smile of my face. But inside I'm not smiling. It's weird when your sick and people say or do things that hurt you knowing what your going threw. I have sure learned with this who my real friends are and who are people just "in my life". And I'm grateful for those who have been there for me.

We booked our Wildwood trip for this summer. We are staying at the Blue Palms, we stayed in the hotel last year but got the wrong building. So this year they gave me a night free. I'm excited! My mom is going this year with Logan and I. He's all sorts of excited about that! And Kim, I'm really gonna miss you guys!

For those who are close to me, know my godfather is going in for surgery next week. We spent 2 and a half hours at the doctor office tonight for his physical. So please, keep him in your prayers!

Well, I'm off to watch some T.V. with my little man :)