I Love Dover

I had to tell everyone about our trip to Dover! We had SOOO much fun! The Fan Zone was different and had the Dale JR and ARMY section that Logan loved! They had the Dodge stage, were some of the drivers were. I got about 10 feet from KASEY KAHNE!!! And I thought was cool, it got cooler but that will come soon. Our seats were really good and we got to see pit road, we sat across were Kasey and Tony was. When they did driver intro's we only got to see half the field, so we got to boo Kyle Busch to his face and I mean RIGHT to his face! And here is the cool part. When Jamie McMurray road by, of course I was wearing all his gear, I yelled at him with my big mouth and he turned around, smile at me and waved then POINTED to me and gave me a thumbs up!!! OMG That TOTALLY made my day! I was like a little kid in the candy store!!! Then we went on to lead the race until that damn Robby Gordon!!! I had such a great day, even feeling sick now and then from my meds. I popped those anti-sickness like they were candy, LOL! But I just had to let everyone know about my McMurray story!!!

Hodgkins Lymphoma Update

As most of you know, I was recently diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymphoma. It was a 5 month process... with to count, 9 blood test, 3 CT scans and a PET (gallium) scan. I got the news on August 27, 2008 and was totally freaked out. But knew and really just had a feeling it would be cancer. I am in stage IIA, II meaning two or more groups of lymph nodes are affected and A meaning I have no symptoms of the HD. The following week I did the PET scan to make sure there was no other cancer and thank god it wasn't.

September 15, 2008 I started taking a pill called Allopurinol to reduce the uric acid in my stomach, this is to help me not to be as sick (supposedly). When on chemo, your body produces more uric acid, too much for the kidney's can take and if I have too much I could get kidney stones. I also started nexuim and vitamins.

Then on September 19, 2008 I started prednisone and my chemo pill, chlorambucil. I will be doing chemo for 2 weeks on then two weeks off for six cycles (6 months). They also gave me prochlorperazine for nausea and vomiting.

So far the acid medicine has made me sick and the chemo pill is ever worse. I'm literally exhausted ALL the time. I'm sick for about 2 hours a day, at work. So that isn't too fun. When I do eat and it's not too often these days, food don't even taste right.

As far as my mood, I have my bad and good moments. More bad then good, but I am hanging in there. It's really amazing how you find out who your real friends are verses the people who are just there. It seems the people who said they would be there are the ones, who when I need then aren't there yet the ones I least expected to be here for me are. I've learned who to depend on. I want to thank everyone for the emails, comments, cards and phone calls about how I'm doing. I can't tell you how much it means to me that you take the time to ask about me. And I'm sorry if I don't answer you back, I just don't have the energy or time sometimes. I been doing ALOT of laying in bed with Logan, but that's pretty cool! He's a little bit more a momma's boy! LOL

NASCAR Sunday!

Anyone who knows me, knows what a BIG fan of NASCAR I am. I'm totally excited about the race tomorrow! I found out a couple nights ago that Kasey Kahne is gonna be at the dodge stage! OHHHHH YEAAAA!!!!! Then were going go over to race day live with Kenny, who is the funnest person in NASCAR I think! We got good seats across from pit road so Logan can see all the action! So look for us if your watching, were sitting in section 105 in the 4th row! Logan's wearing all his Biffle stuff and I'm really confused about if I'm going to wear Jamie or Kasey! LOL

Thank You!

Hi everyone, got tons of emails asking me how I am. I promise to post something soon about what's going on! I been super down in the dumps but so far, have had a really good week. I'm been pretty much keeping to myself, with some upsetting moments about friends. But I'm blessed to have the friends that I do. I'm starting to realize the people in my life who really care about me and who want to be here for me. And it's the people I least expected! I' learned that because people do things you don't agree with, things that could make them a bad person, don't mean that they can be a GOOD friend. I'm truly blessed to have Jennie and all my work friends who are like my extended family and are so totally there for me when my other friends aren't! Tonight was the crab feast for work and I had such a good time hanging out with my girlfriends! We haven't been able to all get together as a group and do something and it was nice to see everyone and have fun! We are planning a girls night out in October and I'm super excited :) Just hope I'm feeling up to it! Well, we have a in service day tomorrow and that means I can sleep in, YAY! Then tomorrow night, I'm off to get my boss lady, Ms. Lynn her birthday cake that Steph and I came up with! Were getting it from coldstone! YUMMY!!!